Am tired! I was up late last night; I have a
speech due in a few minutes; I honestly could use red bull or coffee (not decaffeinated
coffee). I don’t know how I can do this. It’s going to be hard to stand in
front of the class. Am not even prepared; I don’t know what am going to say. What
if I stutter what I have going to say? I need something to calm my nerves. Water
is not helping. There is a red bull vending machine down the hall. I picture
myself walking to it; I can feel my fingers digging into my purse for coins to slot
into the machine. I can hear the “tish…” sound of the can as I opened it. The relaxing
cool feel as it goes down my throat. Right now I'll say I need, not want, a bull! I can honestly use one; but I should learn
to control my desire’s right?
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